Dementored Martyrdom

First ...I hope everyone had a wonderful Holiday..we've got one more to go, then ..it's back to the grindstone if you will.

I was surprised at our Christmas celebration. Dementor participated and seemed very happy about it. This almost makes me wonder.

(Who am I fooling..it makes me suspicious!)

Dementor hates Christmas. Ohh and sad to say, he hung out here instead of heading to Florida as I had hoped. But back to what I was saying. Dementor hates Christmas. But this year, he participated! WTH?

It does make me suspicious. Suspicious enough that I snooped again today. See..yesterday Dementor spent about 4 hours on the computer. He doesn't usually do that

(although he complains to others that's all *I* do..ppfft!)

So, being the witchy snoop that I am, I looked at where he went, what he perused and just who he was sending email and such to.
(oh..and by the by, I'm pretty sure he has a second email that he uses for more 'private' correspondence) Meh. 
It seems Dementor was checking out lots of 'campers' yesterday. The kind you tow and the kind you drive. He also checked out a few 'rent' places to place said camper. Could this possibly mean what I think it means? Will my new year be a happy year?? Could it be so??

I do worry though.
I only worry because I currently don't have a job and finding one around here that will pay me enough to keep my house is a HUGE HUGE problem.
(Sigh)
I've done it before, and can do it again, but ..I was younger then. Being a crone keeps one from getting the foot in the door most times. Sad to say, it's true.
Either way, the New Year is bringing along with it many new changes for me. And (as 1 of 5 always says) "I'm ok with that."
As long as I can find work enough to support me, I'm surely ok with that. I hope he does find a lovely trailer to buy and moves his silly self right into it!

I may be cutting off my nose to spite my face as the saying goes, but I'll deal with whatever life throws at me at this point.
The past two or three days I have been filled with suspicion. He has been uuber pleasant ..and even 'helping about the house'..(in areas I wish he wouldn't).
Sad thing is ..he's not doing it to 'help me out'. He's doing it so he can become the martyr and complain to others that *I* don't do it..and he has to. This is the way he works. Other then that..he never helps out in the house..NEVER. He's even taken to doing a few loads of laundry as of late. I tell you, it all makes me very very suspicious.
So I'll end this year on a suspicious note, a determined note and with a hint of freedom in the air. I'll start the new year with a determination in general, as I must.

The Crone of Suspicion

Sage

PS. I was going to wait till the New Year to read my cards, but I think I may do it today. I'm itching for it.