Time marches on.....and on and on and on.

Time has a way of passing...and passing quickly.

As you can see...the time here has come and gone, it's been a long time since I have updated here. I give no apologies..Life made things busy for me. So to catch you up.

I'm still suffering from menohell..yep sure am. Major sweats daily. You know what? I deal with it.  I go on..I rage about..I fan myself, I sweat and I move on. You will to when your time comes.

In the meantime..the Dementor and I have given this 'life' another shot.(a final shot)
Dementor went to his doc as part of our agreement and was placed on 'happy' pills which have made all the difference in the world. (happy pills being depression medication, bi-polar type he is, but primarily depression for now, the doc wants to see how it' goes, so for me As long as he  stays medicated..he stays alive.. Done deal.)
We've had a few ups and downs, but alas, are still hanging in.

Me? Well, I'm no longer on temp status with my job ....I've been hired on permanently, with one year of probation. That year will be up in March 2014. I'm ok with this, and I think they'll keep me! The hours are kinda nuts, one week is 65 hours, the next week is 13 hours. Go figure. Eh..it's still a good job and I do have time to get some other things done while I'm there during my down times.

In September of this year, however, mother nature played another cruel trick..it was heart attack city for me. Required 3 days in the hospital, heart surgery (2 new stints) and meds to take every day for a year. That's the part I hate...I hate taking pills. Not a pill taker. Matter of fact, not much on 'non natural' shit at all. I don't believe they work like they think they do..pill pushers (aka; DOCTORS) are only giving out pills to line their pockets with gold. Bleh.

As you guys know I'm pretty much an anti-government citizen..oh yes. Right now..I think the world especially the US is in such a mess. I'm just watching from a safe distance waiting for the final gavel to fall! Then we shall see.

The sad news in our life:  Cami, our Jack Russell, passed into doggy Never-land last night. She will be greatly missed, but I know while she was here she was loved and lived a satisfying life. She owned us well.

I know this is a quick update, but hey...remember I blog without obligation.
I didn't feel obligated, so I didn't blog.
Now, with the winter months approaching fast, I'm back in the mood, for at least today.

Spring has turned to summer in a night

Here we are again, in the viscous cycle of menohell. Yes yes indeed, spring has sprung outside here in the southern state of SC, but let me tell you, summer has reared it's ugly head in my bed.

Now, get this..tell me if this isn't a strange place to 'be in'.
All night long, I wake up every hour or so, sweating my ass off (I WISH!)..but nonetheless, sweating to beat the band. It's hot. Hot as hell..those SC natives have the torches lit under my bed again.
Can't sleep.
Drag my ass to the bathroom (oh yeah, the nighttime pee ritual, I've become accustomed to it lately)

Back to the bed...the sheets are damp. Hmm is the humidity high? Sure. MY HUMIDITY! I'm sweating..pig like even.
I toss the covers back, flop across the bed and fall back into a fitful sleep. This goes on ALL NIGHT!

I wake and have to take a shower immediately. Sheets have to be changed, washed and dried before the Dementor gets home so HE can go to bed.

Ok, now morning has broken, it's 5am. I'm up. Do I  have to work..no. BUT..I'm still up.

So, I'm nearly naked sitting at the dinning room table perusing the web on the laptop.
Within the next hour, I start to freeze.

What form of evil is this??
I grab a small blanket and wrap it around me. It's too small, but I deal.

I want you to know, all day long until the late afternoon hours of 4pm, I am freezing to death. This is a deep bone shattering, chill that comes from deep within..inside out even. WTH?

EVIL I tell you, absolutely evil.

What the hell is a crone supposed to do in situations such as this?

Let me add to this dilemma.As the night crept in and the sun descended on my little crone haven, you'll NEVER believe what happened.
The body went from freezing to sweating and burning up again! WTH? Now that the sun has sunk and bedtime is rolling around, my body thinks it's living in a sauna.


PURE HELL I tell you..MENO HELL!!