Sometimes...just sometimes, there are people who just by their very nature are not a match for you in any way..I'm not talking 'romantic relationship' way, I'm talking friendship, family, general acquaintance.. there are just some..that rub you the wrong way, send out vibes that you don't care for..there are just some people ya know..just some. 

I've met a few. Probably more than I would like. I can read the vibes..they aren't good, they are almost vile, hateful, angry. Some portray jealousy, some ooze anger, some just reek of irritation. 

I usually just leave when I feel that type of emotion ... I guess this is empathic?? No..it's more clairvoyant. I can sometimes "TELL" what another is emitting ..not necessarily what they 'feel' but ..well maybe it is. Like..I can tell when someone is NOT happy with a situation..the vibes are 'off'..especially if they are directed at me. If someone is feeling one way or another, about or to me, then yeah, I can read it, and read it very well! It's not that I feel what they feel, but I feel what they are conveying. Mind reading, phsychic ability, transference..whatever you want to call it..it's there and it's prominent for me. For everyone. ALL.THE.TIME. 

So with all that said, have you ever felt 'homeless'..not physically without a home, but homeless as in, your soul, your body, your mind doesn't fit anywhere in the life you have made. You don't mesh with anyone you currently have around you, your soul doesn't connect with another. In friendship, common ideas or lifestyles. It's almost that you feel 'unwanted' wherever you go?? I'm on that precipice right now. I'm not truly wanted anywhere I go. My soul does not mesh with another. 
What does a homeless soul do in a situation such as this. It's not like I can put an add in the paper that reads "wanted, other homeless souls in search of connection in some way shape or form" 

Pfft.it's a dark time for me, just a dark time. I guess when the dark times come one can always look forward to the light at the end of the tunnel right?? 

Perhaps I will find mine next week.

Speaking of next week, I'll be on the road again. I plan on leaving here Monday (if not before) and heading home. Things aren't quit good where I am right now, and it's time for me to be about the business of my life and moving forward in it. I still constantly think about the nomadic life and it pulls me. Still. Always. 

You know, sometimes you can get really lost!

 H E L L O W MY FELLOW CRONES!! 

The time has come. I can't explain it all, and it's confusing even to me, but it is truly time for a resurrection here. and on a few other blogs I have.  I've got much to talk about, share and divine with each of you! I'm done with FB hell, I'm not the twittering kind and hell, I don't even know the names of most of the others.  Either way, it's time to go back to some old fashioned blogging and some old fashioned 'forum' chat..(That part will be long in coming for a while) ANYWAY

I'M BACK!! And, I'm single. I'm still a little lost and if you go back and read the blog from beginning to end, you'll discover why I'm single. I finally had enough! Enough of him, enough of my job, enough of it all! To give you a heads up on it..I am no longer living where I was..I'm gone gone gone! SOLD SOLD SOLD to the highest bidder! 

Busy as all get out right now getting this in some working order, but I will return and put it all to virtual paper for all to read and because I need to. I need to put my life in one place somewhere, so here is where it will be. 

TO all you crones out there, life does continue on, it may be different and you may have to do some adjustments, but that keeps your mind fresh and your wit strong. Hang in it's all gonna be alright!

Let the eagles fly!