First..an FYI. Just to let you know, I don't post for you...I write for me. Read it or don't..doesn't matter much really.
With that being said.
Life has taken such a strange turn as well as series of events over the past year or so. Sometimes I'm totally not sure how to deal with it all.
Things aren't exactly as I thought they were and I'm not saying this is a good thing or a bad thing. It just is and perhaps soon I may find out what it's all about..life that is, my own, where I don't consider anyone else.
I shall talk in code that I understand, and you the dear reader may never.
The two dreams
The first dream is non existent, truly a dream of a dream it never comes to a reality. It comes in silence. The silence laced with a care deficit is immense, ever and again overpowering.
When that silence is broken the heart cries with angry bitter tears the color of rage. Never seemingly understood and always misunderstood. Words fly, eyes spark in anger and the chasm widens.
The thoughts of loving family flutter as ashes beside the imaginary hearth into the wisps of the dream. Gone. Grasping in the morning light what you can never remember though try as you might.
The second dream is a silver lining, the deal or so the illusion. Progeny allotment torn from the weaving of life by the stroke of the gavel. Control the love or love the control as a king in a castle.
Empathic hostility for the intrusion. Animosity with each bite. Let the tears fall where they may drummed on the throne. Offspring be damned, seclusion and solitude must remain and and so be it!
The time is mine and not yours, they love one more and lo' that cannot be. Control the love or love the control. Soon erased the venerable will be and gone will find life truly alone.
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